I was so happie

I wasnt this happie before Im here. And I know I wouldnt be as happie when Im gone.




I was. I did. Really really happie. Onced.


I thought, I might not need to look into a very very big picture, at least I know what I need to do the next, then Im blessed. Because I will never able to pick up the pace of things changed.


A few hours after I smiled to my reflection thru the mirror, telling myself Im always blessed. I was given hopes and ripped off again. And then Im back in losing direction again.

Not again.


What's next?

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My sugardaddy, Seb Seb. Thanks for getting everything arranged and well-planned for us. I had real good time with your existence, so short but so treasured :)