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First time ever in my life I have declared “single” in a social network. Just to remind myself to face the cruel truth.

 

It’s been always so nice and easy to enter a world of two. zillions times more difficult to step out of it.

 

 

My birthday was great. My daily journal that I promised myself to keep for him in order to keep track on what I have been up to is ended.

I was such a fool. I thought during the tough time, he might need to know what I have been doing, who I have been hanging out with, how I have been feeling/thinking. Through a blog would probably be a good way for him to observe without a single contact. I was such a fool.

It’s time to wake up, what you believed will not always be what it is.

 

My birthday was great, it was too heart touching. Promised I am gonna be fine enough tomorrow to do a happy post about the 26th birthday. It was too memorable, I promised myself to have a cheerful record here in my dearie bloggie.

 

God, if you can hear me, let this pain pass soon.

 

 

p.s,

我一直都还在原地，转身离开的，是你。

Day 03

03.02.10

累了。把心关了，休业一天。

 

 

 

p.s,

可不可以一直任性下去？

Day 02

02.02.10

It’d arrive at my doorstep somuch earlier than expected.

Party dress, checked.

Guests invitation, checked.

Reservation, procrastinating wtf.

 

Four more days counting down to my 26th birthday celebration.

 

 

p.s,

一天也好，想要拥有你为她打造的避风港。

Day 01

01.02.10

My first birthday cake of this year courtesy by New Way Times Square. A shared birthday cake for me . Karen . and Yennie – the three February babies. Happy birthday to us ♥

I made my first birthday wish of the year. Only one wish, one very . stupid . wish .

 

 

p.s,

意外和意外和意外之后，真的很想念你在身边时的安全感。

DEFINE Party @ KL Live

Another sizzling hot party by BAT, no more for Kent, this is time for Dunhill.

 

 

Polaroid is like short term sweetness, it doesn’t lasts long before the colours fade to unseen.

Life

My life still goes on.

Got my arse out of my bed and pillows. Dress up, meet friends, drink, have some comfort food.

 

Been to Bangsar Telawi for a weekday casual girls’ outing. Had banana leaf, then moved to La Bodega Lounge (gosh how many years I have never been there and their cocktails still kick ass).

We had Strawberry Frozen Margarita, first time in life I thought a cocktail is too sweet. We listened some Jazz, and I thought I am always prefer bosa nova.

 

Been to Skybar, Traders Hotel. Found this fake-candle-but-look-so-real but still so romantic.

 

 

Been to Oh Sushi, Mid Valley. Had some jap food and thought that I would prefer Zanmai and even better Hajime.

 

 

The book that I am currently reading (which is terrifying and sarcastic sometimes I felt like given big bitch slap). It doesn’t really help, when the bitch is noone else but you yourself.

 

 

My life still goes on.

It leads to no where, yet.

害怕

当爱 放不下的时候

怎样也放不下来

一直一直走下去 是不是真的就可以遗忘

一天一天过去 记忆是不是就会因满载而被取代

 

这么久了 为什么那温柔还依然温暖

那模样还那么清晰

是我遗忘得不够努力

还是越想遗忘 就越是深刻