First time ever in my life I have declared “single” in a social network. Just to remind myself to face the cruel truth.
It’s been always so nice and easy to enter a world of two. zillions times more difficult to step out of it.
My birthday was great. My daily journal that I promised myself to keep for him in order to keep track on what I have been up to is ended.
I was such a fool. I thought during the tough time, he might need to know what I have been doing, who I have been hanging out with, how I have been feeling/thinking. Through a blog would probably be a good way for him to observe without a single contact. I was such a fool.
It’s time to wake up, what you believed will not always be what it is.
My birthday was great, it was too heart touching. Promised I am gonna be fine enough tomorrow to do a happy post about the 26th birthday. It was too memorable, I promised myself to have a cheerful record here in my dearie bloggie.
God, if you can hear me, let this pain pass soon.
p.s,
我一直都还在原地，转身离开的，是你。
5 comments:
hope it is really ended~there is only a new beginning when there is an end~
I not really sure about anything of your relationship...
Anyway, hope you will get through it easily.
you can do this darlin'.... the pain will be over before you realize it.... enjoy this relationship status before you're down with another one... which don't usually end up like the fairy tale stories...
Cheerz
Happy Birthday!
thanks everyone... the heartache is still there, the nightmares are still haunting. but I am trying my very best to figure how a way to deal with the pain... :)
Hi, as you can see this is my first post here.
In first steps it is very good if somebody supports you, so hope to meet friendly and helpful people here. Let me know if I can help you.
Thanks and good luck everyone! ;)
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