Hear Me Cry

by Cagnet



You couldn't say
needed someone new
You actually thought
deep inside I knew
"You gave me pieces of my soul, and you took it back. Therefore Im shattered and couldnt put back anymore"

Can you tell me
How can you say
Why this should suffice
You passed me by
and your heart as cold as ice (You passed me by)
"You are a just passerby who used to wrapped my heart like a blanket with your loves"

Did you see me cry (Did you ask yourself why)
Did you see me cry (Did you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry (Did you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart
"I thought I'll be the one who refuse but it was surprised that you are the one"

You, you couldn't say
needed someone new
You actually thought
deep inside I knew
"You actually never know how and what deep inside me"

I wonder where we will go
Will we be the same (You passed me by)
I laugh inside I think of you
and the love we made (You passed me by)
"You smiled, so I thought you know"

Tell me why this should suffice
I hold you through the night
Now will I let it go
Soon I'll let it go
"Dont ever hold my hand if you are going to let it go. Dont ever mention love if you are going to leave me alone."

Can you hear me cry (Will you ask yourself why)
Can you hear me cry (Will you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry (Will you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart
"Cried becuase that's all we are. And I aint suffice with this"

You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you (You passed me by)
You, I'll stand by your side
Please just do it right (You passed me by)
"You are far too stupid to dig out the ME within. Im angry of you being so shallow but I hated myself more of being into such a stupid shallow you"

You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you
"I'll be there for you, but you are nolonger needing me"

Loser

It takes only few steps from being a princess to a loser.

You draw me a picture of what happiness about and you withdrawn yourself. You made me looking forward and you stopped me from hoping. You told me you cared and you left me alone when Im in need.

You have succesfully pulled down my pride. Congrat to you of making me a loser who has nothing to lose. Please dont come and mess up my mind anymore... Im so scared of being a loser.

Leave me alone leave me alone leave me alone....

Too much things to share in order to be transparent, yet Im too stupid to share. I need people who can read thru me to be in love with...

In the end of the story, my life has back into grey scale again....

Shattered

When you gave up, I finally know the feelings of my heart shattered... I didnt know that I cared that much...

There are lotsa considerations and there are lotsa doubts that hesitated me. If im really as how you had said, then why shall I be the one? I need reasons to support my decisions.

I thought Im tough, I tought Im alwys rational, and sometimes Im even arrogantly think that Im smarter than others. But finally I know Im not, but just another innocent girl. Yes you did agree that Im innoncent. Innocent or stupid or damn smart, I dont care, I can give up so much beyond your expectations if you are the one.

Dont let your love ones to worry about you. I cant. I hope you can worry about me more than I worry about myself. I can never learn to tcare myself. Even I can, I wish you can tcare of me more than myself do. I know Im fussy, but I wish.

I want myself to be more than just a patient. I looked fake just because Im too honest. I didnt answer because I didnt know the answers which I need. Im in the other world therefore Im worrying if you are not from the same world I am from.

I love your dreams. So what do you love about me?

Undecisive

Im still thinking... that whether Im into it...

Im making up my mind for diffrent things. Im forseeing some changes in my life. Im started being grey...

Nothing to worry about. I just cant makeup my mind...

Bare vs Makeover

He requested me to go out in bareface with him and I did that. Not too difficult what, I dont normally makeup when I am not working ^^ But he was further requested me to take pic with this blurry face =.=

So he said I dont look much different. Surprised. I think infact soooo much different the make over and bare face me. Anyway thanks for comforting me =)

Bare face, absolutely blurry look.

Make over for Dewars Academy Launch, its been quite sometime I didnt put on such heavy makeup ever since Im a full fledge OL. It was all for Jcey...

Christmas, the season of love

My world is grey and it left only the color of love.

Christmas dont come, so it will never pass.

Love . Sweet Love

Life needs a bit of sweetener.

What the world needs now, is love, sweet love.

If there is no such thing as perfect love, then what m I been seeking so far....?